This autumn is quite nutritious. In addition to all the other things at work, with Emma and in the family, I find that the High Performance. Delivered. approaching and managing life as a project from work may not be the right nut. I discovered that I might have a weird quirk of making a To-Do list for absolutely everything and everywhere. And also probably addiction to completing tasks. Our evening conversations with Zuzi about where we would like to go have been replaced by discussions of whether or not I have OCD or not. Really great! :)
What I'm talking about: We're going to a cottage. A few things need to be done there. Why not make a To-Do list for it. I think it's a good idea. The only problem is that we are going there for two hours and of course I can't do all the things. Then I'm bad because I didn't get everything done.
When you add to that the other uncompleted items from other To-Do lists (from work, at home, what to arrange on the way home, what to buy on the way home, what to play, what to read, etc.), it seems that I did almost nothing. That I'm solving problems? Well, of course, it just seems absurd to me.
I tell myself that I need to finally learn to say No, learn patience and get rid of all those crazy To-Do lists. I'll try that now, without writing it down somewhere, so keep your fingers crossed!
